lmao can’t even remember the last time I talked to someone about how I was actually feeling

It ain’t fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I’ve been through
Just knowing no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder who you’d be today

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know I’ll see you again someday

I think I said all I can say
Using up all my potions and spells tonight
You will find out when you pull through
That I fought too
So take your time close your eyes
I will be there here with you
They may be right I may be foolish
But I will wait for you
Skin is so pale I see through
Bones are like glass they won’t let me touch you
Pray to the sky I wanna see a proof
Why’d he choose you
So take your time the odds are high